Sunday, July 22, 2007

Saturday, July 21, 2007


i think I'm suffering hypersomnia ,a type of sleep disorder that makes me sleep a lot and very difficult to wake in the morning. The difference between hypersomnia and insomnia is that, hypersomnia refers to either excessive sleepiness during the day or extended, overly long periods of nighttime a 'hyperactivist', it's hard for me to get myself to sleep, at times it will takes me few hours on the bed before i can fall asleep completely. this has made me very very frustrated. i'm not able to fell asleep through out the whole night and by the time i managed to sleep; i would not wake up on time in the morning.most people wouldnt understand that - why is it so hard for me to get up from the bed, believe me, my body does not intentionally refuse to wake up, i just can't make myself off the bed.i had tried many tricks in order to wake up on time.such as 4 alarm clocks around me and even pre-set my cdplayer in order to turn on itself at certain time with real loud volume. it didnt work on me.i could just enjoy my sweet dreams and carry on sleeping. in addition to that, what's more amazing is that, when someone talk to me while i'm asleep, i can even answer their question or talk to them. and worst, if someone try touching/moving me in order to wake me up, i would just laid my fist on his face without myself realizing it.i think i should consult a doctor as soon.

Friday, July 20, 2007

My love for you

I know we don't get to talk or see each other much. But being apart for now doesn't change the way I feel about you in my heart. Sure I'm lonely, and sometimes I'm overwhelmed with this emptiness in my chest. But, just remember that I love you and everything about you. That's what gets me through every minute of every day that I'm without you.

Sweetheart, you don't know what I would give to kiss your lips, feel your touch, or even just to see you. I long to hold you and feel your sweet caress. I have never loved anyone as much as I love you.You make me feel loved, you make me feel safe, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. We both knew our friendship would grow right from the very first day we spoke. But, neither one of us could begin to imagine the love we both feel, not exploding or thundering into our hearts, but just slowly growing into a beautiful relationship that only you and I can understand.

You are my soul mate, my best friend, my inspiration, and my love.I don't care if you forget our first kiss, our first date, just as long as you remember that I love you with every aching bone in my body no matter what. Having your love has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. I don't care what others say about you and me. All I know is that I love you, and that will never change.

Love always,


Thursday, July 19, 2007

Patience plus limits

For now, im starting to believe that hope and miracle do exist.

But, they just wanna test ur patience and limits;t

hey just wanna ruin every hope of urs until u decided to give up.

So that u'll be extra happy and in the doubt of the miracles tat happened to u,

and of coz try to slap urself in the morning to make sure it aint a dream.

I've long waited for this... very long time ago.

Here you are.

But, im not gonna retrieve or take back wadever i told u peepscuz

im gonna play it low... very loww.

I just cant afford to lose it again.

I promise i will treasure every inch of it. =)

Wednesday, July 18, 2007


1) Love heals.

2) Love prospers.

3) Love protects.

4) Love guards.

5) Love guides.

6) Love restores.

7) Love creates.

8) Love makes all things new.

9) Love straightens out every crooked place in life.

When Love is the answer, there is no question. All You Need is Love. It is just that simple

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

I am lucky to have you in my life!!

I just want to lets ppl out there know who males me feel special....(KELLY)!! I am lucky to have you in my life!~

Monday, July 16, 2007

Missing u....(KELLY)

All my days, n all my nights,
are lonely without u my heart.
only thou art can come and soothe,
this always so throbbing and cribbing article..

darkness doesn seem to subside,
if only u could be by my side.
wat falacies and betrayals, look in my eyes,
my love for u will shove them aside.

itz too long a wait,
my eyes are too tired now,
only if u could give them rest,
come and kiss away the pain.

this restless soul, looks for u,
hither, then thither.oh!
do not punish me so.
look a poet u have created besides.

countless places have i wandered,
friends n foe, all seem alike.
the world doth seek vengenance,
n i simply look, standing aside.

the feel is blue, though not new,
whence did i care for someone so.
let our song recieve its reward, this solitary soul,
at thy mercy.

scorned i have been, dejected more so.
yet hope doth give me false solace.
our love rises over the complications that shows,
upon this earth, as it revolutes.

must i know wat comes that shows us as aparts,
the solution lies in this heart, herein.
countless more pleading wilt i do,
thyself is all that i have ever to ask.

the birds are not singing,
they hide in their nests.
the flowers have stooped blooming,
the fragrance all lost.

nature doth pleads u,
it ogres ur smell.
it seems to question me,
whence wilt thou be back.

i stand in this desert, alone,
come forth and take me away.
away to the lands of mighty love,
where only love would be resident.

this heart is an ocean of love,
take thy part away.
let the pain vanish in thin air,
and thus make our life's preapared.

see this recital of emotions,
has wandered to wreckage.
it started with magnificiance,
and is lost to trance.

it has meandered from top to bottom,
personifying the mountains and lowly lands.
trance i say, as it means absurd now,
but speaks in terms of love still.

this story would reiterate,
all my ages along.
maybe thou shall fell the exuberance, i
n this birth or thy next.

ending this feels so rotten,
feelings betray me to do so.
but absurdly i end this recital here,
signifying the story which broke apart. (KELLY)